tempted

2008-08-17T20:21:00.001-07:00

well. todays the day.
dono what might happen.
hope everything for the best.

whatever things that happen when im not there.
will know when im back.

takecare everybody
for all those friends that was with mi in this period of time.
thanks alot. its realli appreciated by me.

girl. although i may not know you for long.
but this period of time.
you really showed mi who you really are.
you are not as bad as you say,
its jus that you dun understand yourself that well.
have more confidence in yourself.
you are short by nature so dun think so much about it.
and thats what makes you cute.
stay that dumb alright.
dun ever try be smart.
innocence is somthing that is hard to find in girls le.
and thats something you have that many others dun.
gonna miss you damn much and im not gonna try be mushy.
you're gonna be my one and only.
will wait till you learn to cherish.
thanks for being by me and all the things you done.
i think by the time you see this. i maybe somewhere eles.
enjoy your dance alright.
sometime i will try to bring you out for movies,
and hope you dun say no ahhahs!
eat more and drink more.
be white white fat fat short short :P

:bean,vivianNgshuFen

remember takecare yourself and be happy.
remember me too. takecare bye(:

2008-08-12T12:17:00.000-07:00

its nah buey cb fucking bored now!
hong gan la ! last man standing.
alex jienian pi dao kar liao.
both enjoying lalaland.
knn i down here i see com, com see me.
den do nothing -.-

knn and the aircorn is fucking-ly cold.
cannot stand man.
one bed 3person,
2lye down.
and me.
only my butt on the bed!

OOOOooo
alex is awoken.
he got toothake (((((((:
make my mood high man.

omg bean is sleeping.
pig bodoh.
i think later i gonna prank call her
ask her wake up shee shee liao (:

2008-08-07T05:39:00.000-07:00

long time no post.
haven die yet(:

still wanna let u know i miss you although
you dun like people mushy mushy.
don;t wanna lose you.

wait till the day
you accept me.
will be by your side always.
no lie, no sweettalk
cross my heart

2008-04-13T06:07:00.000-07:00

long time no post le man !
how everybody.

oya oya.
i got one question.
lol. somebody told mi,
i got give gals an quan gan.
i duno real anot sia.
i asked mani ppl.
if anibody view dao my profile + i haven ask
can tell mi ans ?

lols paiseh although abit stupid but i wanna noe =P

these few days fine sia.
better den the past.
n wtf i ganna suspend again.
fking chi teacher.
tell mr yeo i threathened her + say she crazy woman. =.=
step cute bodoh
shout shout in class.
den i argue abit onli.
she lied on chair grab her chest.
say wad she cannot tar han le.
very tired n quan.
hard to brethe.
wth act like a dog =.=

i can go back to sku at thurs =P
ahahsh.
missed everybody.
espiecially tweety (:

2008-04-03T06:02:00.000-07:00

knn pek cek bodoh.
keyboard sotsot =.=
no mood blog le cb!

c d e 3 this 4 button xcannot function well.
laojibye. i now rather type jibye den ccb =.=
arhhhh du lan !!!!

2008-04-02T03:39:00.000-07:00

todae was quite a tiring day bahhs.
SIBEI HOT WHEATHER !
woke up at ard 7+ had breakfast at prime.
roti prata (:
den went fabien hse find ys n fabian with quack.
lols eat magee mee n everybody decided to sdo smth.
err. secret (:
if say le quack jiu die ahhahas!

after that went outside sku say ck + kelvin + doris + junjye + LL
wheather sibei hot.
went hougang mall after that finds ys n fabian.
fabian buying laoya phone ahhas =P

went jj cut cut hair n met quack go punggol.
its slope bodoh ! ):

lols la quack. paiseh ps u n ys.
knn the hair sibei itxchy.
pokepoke my neck
knn hope tmw go sku mr thina say pass arh.
arbo wasteds bosdoh. ahas.

ehh bern arh. sry arh.
neglected u.
but. u got to understand uh.
not i dun wan console u or wad.
u have ys.
n thats wads ur bf shd do.
but if anithing happens i still will help u de. (:

heys hairy.
say u todae at hgmall.
u dun look kinda happy with what u have uh.
or mayb u are.
but whatever it is.
life like this. so cheer up bahs.(:

if onli i was serious in all my relationship this wouldnt happen.
but, i guess even if ur aunt had no objection. gu zhang will.
even if gu zhang wun. i oso dun think u will accept me.
haas.i duno. its hard too forget u duno why.
that day when aunt say that thing to me.
i wanted to say no. ilu. but.
well i guessed nth came out exept orhh.
hope u live a better life w/o mi bah.but no matter wad happen i'll b beside u, takecare.
hope u find someone who u realli love.
ur loved, drink n rest more.
if onli time can rewind. u wld have been the one by my side on my bday.
well. imu , n its alot. but i dun think it will matter anw. hais.
wodecuo

2008-03-28T05:38:00.000-07:00

gan tio bodoh.
i slp until now :x
duno how come nb wake up =.=
ji tao 6hr afternoon slp.

confused .
i love u (:
thats all i noe.
i guess. lol

jus woke up abit seh seh.
other time blog.

2008-03-22T08:24:00.000-07:00

todae went tuition in the morning.
till afternoon 12+
todae chi teacher was cute LOLS
di siao-ed him n he like balloon wan wack mi liao :x
in the end he show show nia ahahs.
scary sia he..
look like lao ah pei but ah buay got lawyer peng you de sia
he still say next time i got case or wad he may help mi.
somemore free ok !! ahahs.
after that home-ed.
n went hg find xj n steff. wen penis ula vivo n bugis.
it was raining like it nv rain b4 sia.
sibei bigbig n heavy heavy.
at ard 3+4 like that. we cheong to bus stop.
lol i suay suay ask ah dai.
latr if got bus run over the water by the road n pern us how ?
lols den not even 30sec later it realli happen.
wtf =.= suay siao. if onli everything i can say until so jun. ahhas.
ambition : fortune teller ahhas :x

at vivo city oso quite wierd sia.
at penis ula rain until so big.
when reach harbour front nia everything dry like sahara desert like that LOL
went up to the top floor.
b4 reached i asked myself no water play how.
in the end vivo no more water pool to play le ):
s-a-d-s-a-d zz. todae is wierd !
n miracle when it rained todae my father asked mi if i got wet.
wth. todae is like a dream.

one more good news (:
i learned how to play the aerobatic cube hhes.
i learned base n 2layer nia.
the rest jiu like playing with jigsaw LOL hahs.

one bad bad news uh ):
i lost 10$ ): huuuurrr.
one pack viceroy ~~ flew-

s.a.d.e.d ahhas.
went home after accompaning them to 805 buy food.
hm tmw mayb going sentosa. lols
jio-ing quack ys xj steph mike n jj. see tmw how den tell mike n jj.
hope tmw fun fun uh. (:

ah dai still watching chnn u isit.
haven bath hor? busok ! (:

wo de cuo - b.a.d
wait for you - elliot yamin
bei pan - gary i think.
qian nian lei - tank
bu shuo chu de wen rou - fan yi chen
wang bu liao - by duno who too.
ai hern jian dan - by duno who too.
wo bu pei - jay chou (:
recommendable songs (:

2008-03-22T08:03:00.000-07:00

dun act one innocent la.
in blog rite macham u angel.
eh u think how long le den msg mi?
mus b thinking quite long how to say bah ?

everything say until angel walan.
last time tgt tat time jiu say wad.
other ppl say u i dun belief.
i belief u. ehh all jiao wei la pui .
still say wad. even if ur playing with mi iloveu.
eeeyyerrr. den now at blog so innocent sia.

everything u say la hor.
1 oso u say 2 oso u say.
have u say dun have u oso say.
u think wad. u wan no jiu no yes jiu yes uh.

who u think u are sia.
u think becos of u will affect mi n mike relationship?
what are u ? eh think hao hao 1st la hor.
u dua sai ar ? few days ago still tell mi wad.

:if hongster is just a way out for ppl who are heartbroken, that wil be so cool. seems like there are too too many misunderstanding been keep going around between us.i alrdy tried not to think about it and move on with life,i been "flirting" around, to get new guys friend just to forget you. but i keep hearing news abt you. i know you don mean that. "you want to be free, i let you fly"

since when there was still 'US'
u flirt u taiji la
i wan to be free nid u say uh.
walan eh. ppl dua pai sia.
haven move on jiu cry like shyt la hor.
move on jiu step one strong. pui la !
u eva think ? how come most of ur ex when break with u end up hating u ?
faris ? n others la. ownself think.
u think u behave this way sibei cute uh ?

from todae onwards la. i gt nth to do with u .
tues when i go back sku i return u ur pants n shirt.
n i duno u animore. dun act one ke lian pls.

no fren jiu sad.
gt fren jiu act.
how come u like that de sia ?
wadeva u was trying to get when u msg me.
u got it i think. u shd b happy(:
cheers. n this will be the one n last time i eva speak of u here.
bye.

n someone teach mi how to remove the baby we'll be forever fking thing pls

2008-03-15T23:45:00.000-07:00

siao eh siao eh.
ytd too tired fall aslp didn blog (:
relink le sia.
dun wan latr my sis read my blog =.=

ytd was an outing with my aunt (:
makan at seafood restauraunt.
bei pai okok. they bill is ~~
its at bugis 2nd floor. (:
aftr that i cha bok go find quack n ys.
mit them den go kovan.
find liling lynn michelle n an unknown person.

hmm went kfc after that.
chat chat half way we had two visitor.
one frog n one cat. LOLS.
after tat went home with ys. on 136.

hongster is a way out for heartbroken ppl. rite ? (:

2008-03-14T08:35:00.000-07:00

hello hello !
abit worn out todae.
slept last nite at 4am n woke up todae at 2pm.
sibei earli lo.
not enuf slp sia ):
woke up le b0mbom jiu go quack quack hse.
to mit jude they all.

met quack n called jude.
he n ah qi at city hall lols.
in the end mike alvin junjye.
we mit le cheong cab down.
they dua us say got taiji LOL

in the end pub-ed jiu cheong cab home.
den chat on msn (:
todae like that jiu end le.
good nites (:

2008-03-13T11:56:00.001-07:00

siao eh.
long time no post le sia.
anibody got miss me =P

heys sry for not posting for such a long time.
its been quite long since i touch my keyboard =P
its getting abit rusty le. but nehmind.
its stainless steel :x

heys u all rmb view view jiu rmb tag uh.
but but no gurantee will reply =P

jus wann u all to show that u all wu xim wad ahhas.
but got ani comment jus shoot LOL

im single --> ):( <--whicheva way its suppose to be
it depends on the angle u look from bahhs.
wheather its a smiley or a sad symbol.

hmm.
these few days are not bad uh.
passing it lively n well.
a few days ago sibei suay uh.
got 2 taiji alone at bishan in less then half an hr wtf !
1st one was considered heng or wad i duno.
it happened after we ate long jhon silver.
- me , quack , ys , ah bern
we went outside to the corridor to smoke.

got this ang gong siao walk pass. n standing beside ljs
he oso smoking. den quack jus look to that direction.
den 2 more person came out from junction8.
den 3 of them tgt come jio meng us =.=
in the end bo tai ji.
cos they oso apk.
smemore from same zham tao ! LOL
coincidental i think.

after that we go walk walk.
den at 4th floor got the gong ju xiao mei the man char.
so we went to the 2nd/3rd floor.
which was open air.
we heng heng so those ppl.
den when we were about to walk away.
we say this 2guy standing by the railing.
we didn tot of anithing but walk past.
in the end they kip following us.=.=

until sometime dulan le
i stop den look at them.
they walked n looked at us at the same time =.=
i asked the bigger size guy wad thing uh.
den he sibei qiao talk to me.
that two die die oso wan eat me sia =.=
s-a-d-s-a-d den in the end neva uh
at that time call jude he slping.
call rafeal slping. ahqi phone cannot ans.
call keith oso nv ans.
hisham phone cnt call through =,=
that was sibei sibei the unlucky bodoh !
%^&*(!@#^&* !#$%^&*

so we watched movie n head back to hougang.
at 9+10 jude woke up. LOL.
sibei earli. he called me den we went to find him ahqi sm n his fren slackslack.
aftr slacking i jiu head home le.

hmm i think until here jiu enuf le.
lols sry for the long posting.
so long no post the result is like that de :x

2008-03-08T06:21:00.000-08:00

hmm, here i go..
im realli sry for all thats happen.
how i wished things didn turn out this way.
iloveu n its a fact i cant deny.
i duno why. slowly,
day by day.
feelings faded alittle.

i duno why.
i cldnt control it.
i didn wanted it.
i swear. for all the times the 1mth12days.
iloved u whole heartedly. - honest - cross my heart
u were my only one.

in the past. it was mi who always given to u.
n aftr our 1st relationship ended u regret.
n one the 2nd relationship.
u treated me very well.
no matter wad.
it was always u who give in to me.
mani ppl told mi to cherish u.
n i did. i didn noe how it faded.
even though sometimes. u were unreasonable.
i loved u al the same. when u were sick.
i think that was the 1st sign of fading.

i didn realise den. but it was not long aftr tat i realise.
hais. when i did. i didn noe how to break it to u.
i cared bout u. it hurts to see u sad.
ur a good girl. anibody would have wanted a chance to be with u.
i had it. i tried to hold on to it.
till now u realise. im sry.
when u asked mi those ques,
i didn noe wheather to be honest or not.
but guess in the end i did.
i noe.

thruth sometimes is hard to take.
but. i want u to noe.
i do not noe if i would turn back or not.
n its not fair if i continued n u dun.
short pain is better den long pain.
n u shd noe. all those sadness in u.
i can see. i can feel it. im not blind im not dumb.
jus sometimes. i didn noe how to handle it.
its diff being with someone. that loved u tat l0t.
n u didn return the same amount or more.

i hope u give mi up.
its not cos i want to break ur heart,
i want u to live on.
u have a frail heart u noe urself.
i dun want to see u breakdown.
all those smileys u gave mi.
u mean it ? u noe urself de.
u cant bluff urself. neither can u bluff me.

i noe its hard to forget someone.
but u got to try. its better den staying there.
feeling that death would b beter.
u can still cor mi baby.
u shd noe. although u r not my stead le.
but ur still my ex. n its not fair if i dun do my part.
i dun do things this way cos i feel i owe u.
its cos i wanna see ur smiles.
those innoccent one.
u shd noe.
happinese is in ur own hands,

im not trying to b cruel in my actions.
i noe i have no right to stop u from loving me.
all i wan is to see u happy.
u shd noe wad i mean.
not those pretended smile.

if i noe earlier.
i shd have pretended.
that wadeva that person told u was true.
so all u would have is hate. n not sadness.
u would b angry. n nt sad.
when we were msging. i was imagining u crying.
n it broke my heart str8. hais

im sry.
mayb wad all those ppl outside say bout mi is too beliving.
that even now. u won even believe im sad,
ah ha ha has.
wadeva. jus dun let mi noe who that ji bye kia is.
wan say , say thruth nvm. knn say those that i nv do de.
say until u told mi fk. ah ha.
i nth to say le.

2008-03-01T06:43:00.000-08:00

siaooo ehhhh ~
my 4yr one day precious 29th jus passed-
jus like tat gone le. todae 1march.
s-a-d-e-d-s-a-d-e-d

sooo, about my prediction on thurs.
it came out quite well ahahhs.
k la, i dun lie to myself.
it was 50-50 good v bad
cooooooos,

early in the morning i have to wake up go pp =P
(punggol park )
go find baby, to recieve her present.
waa she v evil sia. she jus gave mi a letter for present =P
it was quite lovely made. but all her plan was to ,
make mi feel guilty. LOLOLOL
she told mi to open it at 11.
but i was too curious to kip the tension ahhas.
i opened it quite aftr immidiately.
haas.

guess wad she wrote
,
,
,
,
,
,
,
,
,

its your birthday. your 4years 1 time birthday sial. as a girlfriend, i only wish the best for you.
hope you enjoy that day to the fullest. i wanted to celebrate with you but you already had plan with your primary school friend. it looks like even brenda will be there to celebrate your birthday and i cant.

i could go out know. but why didn you bother to ask mi along and hey, such a joke, you didn ask mi along. why cant you bring mi along even if i dun know them? im sad, dissapointed. even brenda was there. its not a normal birthday. ITS 4YEARS 1 TIME. BUT FINE, LIKE I SAY. I JUS WANT YOU TO ENJOY. people ask mi how am i gonna celebrate with you, i could only smile. its gonna be too late when you see this. ( SHE WAS WRONG ;X) i guess happy birthday babylove. though its 4yrs 1 time but your turning 16, dun let your parents worry for you anymore, please. im sorry for not being a understanding girlfriend...or a thoughful one... still a long way to go, i love you.

by: tricia lim wei ping

someone who realli intended to

last long with you..

touched ar =P

but her intention was to make mi guilty.

she said with her own mouth de !! =xxxxx

OYA ! the cover page has a picture of a shyt !!

n 3 words. a birthday boy. (:

hmm. that day started out with punggol park.

den slack outside sku with bar chuan,

wait for tricia n him waiting for chucky.

aftr that went hgplaze with zizi n xiwei + alex

meet bert n alvin soon.

but i not going =P

i went punggol find ys. haas.

aftr that was cathay - movie !!

title ; fools gold

the shows not bad. n i chose it =P

makan watch movie. jiu went pooling.

aftr tat rushing time sia.

go find aunty at serangoon.

makan again LOLOL

den aftr that went back hg - punggol

den slack slack slack jiu go home le (:

todae i bought 4pack durian for laopei !!! (:

2008-02-28T05:32:00.000-08:00

its one day b4 my bday.
i duno why,
its 4 year one time. n i duno why,
im that elated.
mayb. its been quite some time.
since i celebrated my bday.
the last time i celebrated was pri6.
n that was like a decade ago.
i tink i lost the feeling of having bday le.
sigh -

hope its gonna b a good n memorable tmw. haas.
arbo next bday jiu shi 20yr old le.
haas unique. but s-a-d-s-a-d ar.
lols. ppl bday bash at my age is 16punch.
they can onli give mi 4 LOL
mayb there;s both good n bad bahhs.

the worst is. im onli qualified to watch r21 at 84yr old !
n i will b struck with stroke at that time. zz.
ahahs.

b said she gonna give mi smth tmw.
i wounder wad;s that. ahhas.
i think she's gonna write a letter or smth.
cos todae i accomponied her to hgmall.
to buy some rough paper i think.
ahahhs. trying to kip it from me.
but its too obvious =P

n shawn. i noe u dun view my blog.
but if suay suay u view dao.
im sry uh. bout u n meiya.
knn i think i suay or wad ar. always we meet up smth will happen.
wth. dun get upsset ar. i dun tink she did it on purpose de.
cheer up man. (:

tmw im gonna b celebrating with my pri sku frens,
n have dinner with my aunt's granda ma n father at nite.
hope hope. everything will go fine. ahhas.

i wish ****************---------
ahas. haven tot of it yet,
but wadeva it is.
hope it comes true =P

last last thing. i hope todae i dun fall aslp. see who wish mi happy bday =P lols. didn have this type of things for 4freaking yrs le. LOLOLOLOL

n to the passerdog at suwen blog.
u realli fking make mi angry. LOL
if u eva view my blog.
pls stop trying to take all insults n stay at the blog.
come find mi la. show mi how fierce u ar.
that u nt onli fierce at blog but at real life oso.
dun act like hero online n dog in real life.
i dun wanna insult u. but u, realli ask for it de.
u better not let mi noe who u ar. ever.
arbo u cfm get it de.

qi kua mai.

i wait u come

2008-02-26T02:54:00.000-08:00

back to blog (:

todae woke up fking earli like as same as sku time lo.
den go fren hse. pa ma jiok. not bad bodok.
b4 that go koptiam enjoy nasilemak n dou nai(:

den go mahjhong. wao. mahjhongs amazing man.
time flies without u noeing. awhile jiu 12+ le.
lols. go downstair shio hk den go back up bath jiu go back sku.
bring the 3 b's. baby, brenda bernice, + 1s's sheena.
den slack slack. lol ck shy shy bodok. =.=
den kip di siao him lo.

aftr tat jiu bring b go pungol, cos i got tuition at 7.30.
so when i wanted bring her to bus stop.
her papa called. so she cheong cab down.
den i jiu go home online le (:

latr jiu nid go tuition le.
latr if have i come back edit post (:

2008-02-25T04:26:00.000-08:00

hello all pubors n bastards (:
long time no type type ar.
i tink my blog rusty leh. ehh u all add some colour too my blog lehhs.
paiseh for previous ones tat i didn link. send mi ur link again k ? (:

finished.

lols. bored bored la this few days.
todae the fkest liao.
1mth suspension. wtfh.
WHAT THE FKING HELL !@#$%^&*(@!#$%^&*
i think the sku sibei jibye liao lo.
small thing suspend until i like criminal like tat.

todae mahjhong-ed at xi guay hse.
lose 11$++
wad in the fruit tree happen i oso duno.
sibei suay.
1st wind i jiu feed him 6.40$ zzz
ji tao is sian half ar.

sat--
tonned at penis ula.
with ys while jinhao tat pubor ps kia go drinking.
sibei song hor ? ahahs.
den me n ys play dota till 2+ den he come le.
but sae sae de lols. =.=
half way got ppl jio us play.
ji bye de lo. make us wait almos half an hr. zz
aftr tat play 2rds with them. 4v3. we 3 they 4.
den lose all 2 game. wth.
bea gam wan sia. but too bad le.
alrdy 5+6 den jiu go bus stop go home.
jibye at bus stop wait 1hr den bus come.
so slept b4 tat at bus stop.

oya oya ! todae mi n b the 1st mth (:
happy 1st mth pubor =x.
miss u too.

2008-02-19T04:12:00.000-08:00

wooo ..
babybabybabybabybabybabybabyb wad u doing now nehhs.
i online long long long long le. oso nv see u online.
how u feeling le. got drink more water eat more ?
u arr. make mi wanna takecare u more =P
made mi so worried n helpless ytd n todae.
lucky i pei u wait all the way at the polyclinic.
arbo i tink u faint there oso duno =P

todae went to sku n reached there at ard 10.55.
n had my lunch at sku cantteen for 5min.
annna stella n jie ling pei mi while i eat.
heng ar arbo whole cannteen i eating alone =.=

went kovan with su wen su xuan brenda ys n justin
lols la mi n justin. cos we went yoshinoya.
n den i go out n come in. everytime i walked passed the counter.
ther person will tell mi maseark.
den i hear le oso funny. cos ys learning jap =.=
den i repeat to justin. he laugh like nv laugh b4 like tat LOL
den su wen su xuan brenda eat at one table.
mi n justin n ys at one table.
mi n justin crapped. n ys emoed LOLOLOLOL.

hahahs. went to brenda hse aftr tat.
slacked with her bro at kitchen n talk cock =.=
aftr tat sleep at living room. when everybody was surrounding com or crapping.
me trying to slp. wtf la. ys tried to make porn out of me =.=
he took picture of the hole inbetween my legs ZZZ!!

aftr tat ys brought brenda to tuition.
me quack jasper n su xuan go kovan.
AGAIN ! lol
this time its kopi tiam.
jasper ate. mi quack suxuan zhuo bo.
jus sit there mao san drink n food. aahhahs.
aftr tat all brought su xuan home n all went seperate ways.

reached home. on com n shyt b4 coming back online =P
now on msn. hope ys n brenda dun quarrel le.
both party oso sad. den both party oso duno wad to do.
bo bian. both oso bern. how to understand. ahhhas =P
kidding.

missing baby lots. how u doing wish ur recovering.
love n misses, hugs n kisses (:

2008-02-18T05:43:00.000-08:00

heyhey ! long time no blog bodoh !
baby's sick ):
but she still wanna see me post =.=
force her go slp n rest n drink water =P
n she still got condition bodoh.
if she slp she mus see my post tmw.
ahhas cute rite. nvm i prepared this le (:

FINISH ! TARDAH ! (:

jkjk ahahs, todae eh.
hmm. quarrelded with her mani mani times =.=
macham saliva free de. LOL
it didn felt good though. haas.

ended sku n brought baby home.
she tried to show abit atti but she failed though. ahhas cute !
but i played along. good lehhs ? haas.
brought her home n she came down pei me again haas.
we went walk walk den bring her home again.=.=

after tat went to duno wad kopi tiam go find quack quack n ys.
i tot onli brenda there sia.
in the end at kopi tiam got party waiting mi come =.=
got ys quack suwen suxuan fiona n brenda. =.=
the table full of drinks but no one eat.
aftr that duno wad happen all went seperate ways.
onli left mi quack n ys.
slack slack saw alex zi zi n bert.

haas. alex no change uh ahahahhas !
want to no more ? call this number, WHATEVER. lol
secrets ! (:

slack slack saw kenny n pep at kopi tiam.
i tink they going xi wei hse play mahjhong.
didn went along cos they play $$$ =.=
i think 10-20 or 20- 40.
LOL i think sun or wad ar.
i went kenny hse 20-40.
half half with quack. si bei chor ar.
1st match watermelon jiu 13-waist. ccb ! 3.20-6.40
WTF ! RAMBO BODOH, MAHAM ARNOLD SWARTSZENAGHER. =.=
watever the spelling lols.

back to todae. slack with ys quack.
su xuan n ah bern came along. after tat.
ard 8+ jiu go home le.

thats all folks (:

2008-02-16T22:01:00.000-08:00

hm. i guess its been ytd since i last post =x
thats my perspective haas,
okay, lately there been quite a few blog known to me.
n its quite intresting haas. ex: www.xiaxue.blogspot.com
www.laozhabor.blogspot.com n mani maani more.

haas. ppl blog so intresting mine so bored,
lately didn wanna post ar,
cos got things at heart cannot post.
so might as well cannt post.
haas.

baby's getting more n more concerning.
she's very thoughfull. n hairyfull =P

i think todae i rot half day le.
latr mayb going kenny hse mahjhong =P

miss her ler. long time no play with her.
disturb her. tmw jiu sku start le. tmd,
got one time tio zeng in the face =,=
specs almos drop. its fun though.

i think thats all for now. (:

2008-02-13T04:50:00.000-08:00

lolololololololol. its tempt taking todae(: 36.9degree
haas. didn bring thermometer n was forced to buy one =.=
unthoughtfull teachers. waste our money on this type of things.

duno why. but getting more n more hateful of mr low =,=
lols mayb is past grudge. but its getting more LOL
todae mr sim oso sibei guai lan.
todae we suppose to end at 1.15,
i tell him den he kp.
write down duno wad on the paper.
say wan bar mi from all test & n-lvl.
jibye la. if i reallli ganna bar he sure get it de jibye.

watch out la hor. u tink sku jiu teacher dua pai ar.
anithing u also rite ar, like tat rules for wad.
no matter wad rite or wrong u all oso rite liao.
qu hong kan sua-

fine. enuf of this. tink le oso du lan. z.
after sku went home with b.
went on9 n cook magee mee for myself.
she ate tomyam banmian haas.
brought her home n went to find ys.
went ghost hse n home le. jiu chat chat with b.
she haven eat sia. so she no cooking.
hahhas.

bored ~
valentine's coming (:

2008-02-12T04:38:00.000-08:00

背叛

雨不停落下来
花怎麼都不开
尽管我细心灌溉你说不爱就不爱
我一个人欣赏悲哀

爱只剩下无奈
我一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间永远都夹著空白
缺了一块就不精采

紧紧相依的心如何Say goodbye
你比我清楚
还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句 Say goodbye
当作最後一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡
今後都不管只要你能愉快

心有一句感慨
我还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前替我再回头看看
那些片段还在不在

紧紧相依的心如何Say goodbye
你比我清楚
还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句 Say goodbye
当作最後一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管只要你能愉快

紧紧相依的心如何Say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句 Say goodbye
当作最後一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管只要你能愉快

只要你能愉快

not bad la this song.
yue ting yue gei yan.
todae in sku sibei rambo bodok,
justin n suffiyan fite. over $1.

aiyoyo. sg these days.
$1 = world
haas can la.
justin go provoke him.
den he dulan ask LOL.

enuf of fite le.
at recess had rice with egg.
den go hk with kuakua.
jinyu is long gone but back todae.
mus b for exams haas.

aftr sku went home with pub0r !
bathed n cooked soup for her with garlic bread,
eh not bad ok. its from future chef ok haas !
evidence - she said it was good (:

haas brought her home aftr doing some hsework
n went back punggol slack awhile jiu go home le .
todae will end with a ph call with b (:
nites everybody. got time go my frdstr prof comment ok
tks tks !

2008-02-11T06:11:00.001-08:00

HOH EH ! ALMOS FORGOT TO BLOG WHEN ONLINE (:
but my pubor reminded me too. haas. but she ask mi dun blog le.
she wants me chat n blog arbo she miss me =P

my valentine ! (:
but a hairy one haas.
i abit scared walk with her le.
scared latr her ma0 start fire burn my hand if got rub againts each other lo ~ haahs !
(dun angry when see this uh baby ) smile !

u all now reading wu xim kia blogging lo.
knn i haven bath jiu come blog LOLS hees. cheers ar.
for smelly umpits =.=

not bad luh todae.
ji bye la ! mr lou in sku aim me again.
knn sibei dulan.
i walked in sku no teacher come kp mi he come.
i go book shop buy pin for my pants.
he tell mr yeo i wan run away WTF.
sibei kiam pa !
den complain to mr thina. wa ji bye la.
hope he die todae tmw or soon bah. arbo i oso angry till die LOLS

after suspension jiu go makan , go home change shoe + bag jiu go back sku le.
miss my ma0 la. den in class distributed chocalates. ehh hoh eh !
the choco fk exp lo !
$3.6 per box. fk la.
i walk up the stair case with one box. when i reach the toilet.
the whole box left one choco. =.=
i tink i walked n drop on the way up lo.
N I DUNO =,=

hey hey todae didn quarrel dao leh.
not bad. got progress.
but hor. todae go back class.
syafiq say syafin flirt with hairy.
you see la hairy.
ppl say u not me lo.
too bad =

went far-east den back to punggol le.
slack slack play fabian's psp jiu go home le.
den now end up like tat lo.
haven bath =,=

(bath-make bread)

2008-02-10T01:52:00.000-08:00

so fast jiu sunday le sia.
paiseh er, getting bored with blog=P

well, good thing is. during this week.
brenda n ys stead le (:
n its all thnks to me xp

ytd was quite a nite ar. play mahjhong from 1+ to early morning 7 =.=
wtf lo. the 1st pok i played win 2$+ den they jio 2nd pok.
i tot winning le jiu play lo. bt then lose the whole pocket of chips =,=
thats luck eh. not everybody can do de hor siao siao ! (:

went home str8 le aftr that.
feeling like mummies return. jus that im the mummie going home.
LOLs bath jiu fell aslp on bed le.
now den wake up sial =

not everybody oso can do wad i can do de ok ?! haas.
woke up 1st thing i tot of jiu shi U liao (:
ehh not viewers la. is my pubor =
haas. k la. i duno wad to type le.
still abit slpy LOLS

bt hor. ji bye sial.
baby dreamt of my head being cut off.
WTF sia. 1st gf dreamts of her bf's head being chop off.
haas. yea she's cute . VERY (:

2008-02-08T21:55:00.001-08:00

im sorry. i duno wads happening bah.
mayb there's jus too much quarreling btween us,
n ur sick of it bahhs.

i jus dun feel animore ting between us.
like all of a sudden its all gone.
im not feeling this way jus bcos ur not meeting me.
duno why all this happen again.
like when i purposely say those things.
all u could say is oh , yea. n nth le.
do u still love me ? i wounder.
sure bahs if u say yes.
but acttions still speak louder.
i duno. ur not as simple as u seems.
ur way too complicated.
mayb ur jus that kind where r/s is not suitable i duno.

ppl tell mi. tricia's a nice girl.
treasure her. well i did.
but how come no one said that to u ?
isit im not as nice or ?
or onli u deserved to b treasured ?
why don u tell me.

the 1st time i noticed u i tot i wanted to get tgt with u.
n make it long. 1st time failed.
then the 2nd time this time.
hope it dosen fail ?
but if it does. i duno.
hope u still treasure this r/s all the same now n past bahhs.
nth to say le. wheather u care to read it or not. its fine.
listen to the song bahs. its nice.

2008-02-05T05:10:00.001-08:00

hey hey ! ;p back to blogging.
lol la , todae suddenly got feel come write =,=
guess wad. todae quarreled with baby in sku again. lols.
but todae special bodok. during quarreling.
she went missing =,=
look for her ard the whole f sku oso cannot find her.
in the end- she was hiding at the staircase =.=
cute la baby ! haas.

hmm i oso hope we dun quarrel tat often.
its not good for both relationship n health.
ehh siao siao this yr i planning study ok ! haas.
no kidding. i jus wanna b a good boy study study.
nerd oso nbm. get good marks go uni get master degree jiu can le.
not greedy uh. haas. k la. abit too far. actually being president is oso acceptable.
cannt ask for too much rite ? haas.

todae was quite fun. went home with baby after sku,
brought her to arn tor leh hse after tat. (andrea)
cos she having wad tuan yuan fan ar. LOL.
ehh wtf la, u all guessing me n baby got do b4 a not ar.
is no de. i still a V ok. siao siao.

i saw 805&llk ppl at 684 there
which is below arn tor leh the hse.
cos i go down then suddenly got ppl call me.
then there got ard 7-9ppl.
like wtf la cos i onli one person.
den i saw delton n weihong. thats the onli two i noe there.
n got one more is i tio with b4 de. woo.
i tot they call mi go there for wad.
in the end hor ~~

they jus wanted ask mi wheather i still in ave3 anot=,=
they ask mi when out de. i say last yr.
lol la he say got one person say i last week jus out nia =.=
then they suspect i from twl.
then one guy took out a metal rod when wei hong ask me.
n i was thinking lol wad he wan sia =,=
k la, it was quite scary at tat time.

after tat jiu go kovan le. meet quack quack b4 tat
KUA KUA KUA KUA KUA !
when at kovan mi n quack was discussing bout my 4yr one time bday present=.=
but b4 tat we were at the phone shop. the one jus infront of the escalator de.
i saw this phone n81. not bad bodok !
den he say he kup tat phone for me if got other ppl kup.
lol la. see on my bday that day quack got kup for mi not.
but i dun tink hve la. haas but not bad luh.
at kovan tinking tat i will get that phone =.=

quite stress too =,=
tinking how to return bitch her 750.
i tink mon i will pass to her bahhs.
now on me onli got 15 =,=
hope on new yr got lots lots ang pao to open to clear depts. whahahahs. !

aftr kovan jiu nth much happen le bahhs.
when tuition oso cannot. when reach the center.
the person kick me out. LOL.
i late for about 1hr15min.
the whole lesson is 1hr30min. =.=

hmm. thats all for todae.(:
suddenly feel abit wierd.
cos in sku got 2 week nv ganna cane le =,=
or mayb 1week. LOL
hahas

2008-02-04T04:25:00.000-08:00

paiseh for not posting for the past few days.
lost abit intrest on blog. z

k le, dun talk bout past few days.
hmm todae bahhs.

bored le. - 'quite' haas.
quarreled with tricia todae.
quite big le.
todae duno quarreled with her how mani times.
even now. we still quarreling. duno wtf is happening.

todae mingyang n justin kiao 1-1.
duno wad happened.

i tink i nth much to say here le bahs. no mood. bye

2008-01-31T06:01:00.000-08:00

lols sia. todae as usual same thing happen. wake up bath n left home at 7:05. CB la. even one min oso v impt lo. but its onli impt in the morning la. when going sku. haas. todae took cab with yinghui n cliff. each person pay some lo. but yinghui pay more haas. actualli i tot i pay $3. in the end cliff steal back $2 den i extort from him =P hahahas. no la. not extort. he steal from yinghui i steal from him. haas. sku was ok le. nth much happened. after sku me n baby came to my hse. watch tv. bath jiu go cca le. =P went to cca n ran for 1 round jiu go canteen slack awhile hahas. say PUKIMA - RAIMEE. haas, den chat with him awhile n disturb his stead, hahahs. saw npcc people marching den oso disturb. after tat went back cca le. almos till e end i was one of the leaders to play 5v5 so 1st person i chose boonhao. n the rest was indian'malay. eh dun look down on sec one de hor, although they look nerd n small sized. my group was for supporting racial harmonry day =P alrite. the point is. in the end we still lost although we r not racis. lols. everybody laughed(: it was fun la. haas. aftr cca bring baby home halfway i alight at hougang mall. not fair de lo. i tot win den stay in the bus. but in the end win or lose baby ask mi alight -,-. walan. good for hher lo. when i alight. after tat got people take number from her =.= lols la. hmm i went hougang mall brought ear piece n went back to punggol le. cb!the ear piece cover although onli made of plastic but cannot open the sia. stretch pull break oso cannot. knn like rubber de. i use my key to poke hole oso cannot =,= in the end i burn the plastic when soft i poke hole =P thats how i got my earpiece out =P

reached punggol n jus slack there play poker cards. slack slack slack till ard 8:30 like tat jiu play basketball. lols is quite fun la. my fren louise was like the joker sia. he not purposely de but in the end made everyone on the court leaving with stomach cramps LOL.

okay. now impt thing of the day come le =.=
which lamer not happy with my stead ar ? scold my siao eh for wad sia. not happy come find mi la knn. say my stead for ? ehh u buay sia suay ar. u guy or gal ? if u gal u hui lan so much my tai ji for wad. if guy u knn dun wan face ar. scold my siao eh wad prositude ar. ccb. seriously la. mayb i not zai or wad la. but buay kay yan jiu qi kua mai la hor. wadeva u say me i may sua or wad ar. as long as dun go to parents or gf can. ji bye anithing u wan do have limits la. u come my blog kp mi bout xj nvm lo. mayb my fault for leaving her. den cb, wad has this gt to do with my gf ? ehh if my gf dun have the right to chup chui my tai ji den wad are u compared to her. knn use brain la. dun makke ppl dulan can. have limit la.

wad i have to say to u say le. tks for viewing again,
which i tink u will la. read properly ok. tks. (:

mike. seriously i hope tat guy is not u. we bro so long le from play shirt hia ti till no play shirt de. dun wan cos of gal prob den bro oso cannot be. we size same attidude almos same liao hope dun spoil this la. cos the ipp same. hope got reason or u can explain de. i noe u love xj alot la. like i said tat time lo. bt u ownself say la. i got treat u good not. hope have la (: ehh when everything cool down le or wad. go taff run tgt ar =,= LOL

2008-01-30T00:17:00.000-08:00

todae at sku was kinda sian n fun bahhs. haas. woke up slightly earlier todae. at ard 6:44. den went to bath n came out but still like normal. 7=.= den rush wear uni all this n rush to bus stop. its like cfm late le lo. den i was finding ppl pei mi take cab. saw kelvin but he didn wan pei mi. ask azelah. she didn want to. den bus came le. so went up lo. but halfway from the bus stop i took to the next. yinghui call mi ask mi wan take cab not. i was like quite exited uh. den jiu say ok. so i stoped at pungg0l plaza n she took cab from the bus stop b4 n came to pick mi up. so we reached sku n we weren;t late. happy la hahhas. but den b4 i enter the sku mr thina jiu called mi le. =.= cos ytd i didn go detention mahhs. hahahs. den mr thina asked the 4prefects to bring 4of us to general office. i walked half way den the prefect say got flag raising so asked us stop lo. den i hui lan. knn den another prefect kp ask mi stand there dun move. like i move not her taiji like tat, den kp her , she diam diam. lols quack bert n zhibin infront say pledge sibei loud. den after flag raising n pledge. mr yan call them to general office. LOLS for singing pledge too loud =.= haahhahs lamest thing i seen in sku sia. after tat went to general office mr thina jiu put mi str8 to in-hse le. with zhi kai. den not long jiu brenda n su wen came. jia wei zhi wei daryl n justin oso at general office. i tink is cos the late for lesson arbo jiu shi pon. den in hse was like kind of lame la. mr thina for nth kip saying me n asked mi change place. i nv talk he say i talk. jiu ask mi sit on floor. wtf! lols. after tat mr thina jiu put mi infront of general office tat chair with zi wei they all to prepare for canning. wtf. 7th time this week i tink. lost count le =.= den not long latr we had orange fight. lols. pluck out orange from the flower outside general office n we threw it ard haas. i throw n one of it acidently hit COW's head.( suwen ) haas. i tink her hair shd have the orange smell bahhs. cos the smell is quite thick LOL. after tat mr thina came out n scold this scold tat lols. sian ~ =P den mr yeo came out n brought us to 2nd floor for canning le. LOL i was 1st =,= k la. todae mr thina gave his best on my butt. it hurts but used to it le. so no expression when the cane touched my butt at the momment. haas. but i can feel it swollen though. LOL haas. after canning jiu call parents. once again i call shawn hahas.wtf. mr thina tell my father(faked: shawn) he wanted to put me in conselling. so i guess next week or wad onwards im down for conselling le. sian. den sell ice cream lo. is gei siao de lah. so i dun get in-hse. hhahhas. pangseh sheena alone at in-hse. lols. i todae tot of a way to get free ice-cream sia. lame but nice haas. ate too much until nv refill free ice cream le =P so todae's sku time ended this way i guess. haas. after sku brought baby home. she said todae she didn had the mood to pei mi. yea, so like tat lo. brought her home n went home aftr tat. fell aslp on bus on the way home. lols. when on 401 malay boys came up n wake mi up sia. lol shake hand say hi n stuff lo. so replied my baby str8 after tat (: she told mi go home rest well so i didn reply le. still feeling abit ditched when she didn pei mi todae. paiseh. n tinking alot other things. ya, its stress living on this ball. when reached home was online but ( appear offline ) n viewing youtube lo. n rammon dekkers. maark tyson. bob sapp n hong man choi. LOL. muay thai n jap fighter i tink haas. lol mark tyson fierce la. man choi like ugly freak sia, lols but beat bob sapp. bob lose to him lolls. bob nose bleed in round 2 or 3 i tink. but b4 tat video i saw. i saw bob sap jio mark tyson ki until so zai. lols in the end lose to jap tall freak =.= cool way of being himself. haas.

hmm. n after tat had a tiff with baby bahhs.

baby i gotta tell you smth ya? can i go out with jolyn this friday ? to her hse for studying yea go bahhs (: serious ? hmm ya wad if i say no if u still have the mindset so its no use bahhs ahhahas heyy copy me the xb after next wk the tuesday and thursday i can accompany you till 6 cause no more cca eeyyer nvm de lahhs got cca no cca no diff le whyy ? cos gt cca u wan pei oso can pei no cca u dun wan pei oso won pei so no diff wad hey, no le baby todae no cca baby oso didn pei mi hahahs nooo i mean if i no cca i can lie to my dad i got so i can stay a little longer he thinks i eveyr tues thursday got mah so after my chinesenew yr performance i won be having cca much for the time being le so i can accompany all day long this fri, i jsut meeting up with jolyn forstudys sure sure. okay ((: eaten ? nah whyyyy nothungry ya u? same le no much appetite yea ohhh so what ya doingnow ? nth lo jus viewing friendster enjoy ur fri okay baby hmm will miss you more (: i mean it * orhhs ok lo yea baby if you needed some times to bealone tell me okay (: sure okay ^^v hm, baby. tmw b4 cca u wan mit jolyn if u wan its alrite with me too heyy nooooo i want you aww baby ): only this once le no la, i seriously mean it and i seriously mean it too i want to acc you ): its ok de. slowly will used to it de. like todae tues thurs. so it shd b fine hur ? tuesday ? tues thurs cca n todae lo u calling me ? ya ? you picking up? no baby tmr you rlly no mood ? duno le but i just want to pei you.. if you insist don want.. then its okay if u like tat say den i jiu insist lo rlly ?! u alrdy give up on insisting wad if i insist its okay u say de cause if you insist i take it you rlly don want i acc den take it tat way bahhs. oh. den nbm bah. i insist ok. anw i oso got give hint ask u insist le lo but u nb. den jiu ok bah. tmw u pei jolyn lo okay then can i say i insist too ? i duno. u decide. why still ask me instead of deciding. okay then hmm nbm. u save ur face okay. dun insist. till now no change. k le. i going offline le. bye i say okay then.. i wanted to give you a surprise tmr... nvm.. me too

this was wad happen on msn bahhs. yellow is wad i said, n grey is her lo.

sry for all this. its my fault bahhs.

hope u see my apologies. sry agn

2008-01-29T05:32:00.000-08:00

post post post. lols i duno wad to post sia. ha0 bah. todae was late too sku. woke up at 6:54 sia. wth. bath hao everything in bout 10min or less sia. wear uni jiu rush to sku le. the bus reach like almost same time as i reach bus stop le. but still late. lols. b4 the bus reach the bus stop i saw natalie outside the sku gate too. she oso late LOL. den i on bus ask her wait for me haas. on me got handphone sia. got abit phobia towards chk bag n stuff le. den jiu ask natalie help mi kip. but on the way walking to the front gate i saw prefect sia. jiu ask prefect help mi kip. HENG. safe mi from worrying hahahahs. whn we signing the offence slip mr thina ask us wad time sku start. lols si hua say 7:30 den mr thina pull him out LOLS. den tell him if sku start at 7:15 he can go back. if is 7:30 jiu canoot go back. haas in the end he went back. lols got one girl ganna scold for not putting her surname on the form =,= den botak say she not proud to b a chi. LOL like wth sia. mr thina is shyt~ (:

i tink prepare hao liao tmw tio in hse. cos todae de detention didn go =P pei baby instead. haas. i tink nth eles special happen in sku le. oya the BITCH lend me money le sia. when papa come home i jiu passing to him le. hope everything will b fine after tat =P tks la BITCH ! si bei sian now sia. i now watching chnn 8. i tink baby oso posting blog. haas didn reply her in msn. until now she still haven talk to mi agn =P walan. i past few days kip playing the pokemon crystal in my phone. finally todae sian diao liao. wake up jiu didn wan play liao. LOLS is like sian ddao cnt sian =,=

haas i tink my post getting shorter n shorter le. when i find smth post den type more bahhs(:
tc all. (: i tink tmw mani ppl will ganna in hse ar. tmw atleast ah fat will pei mi in hse LOLS.

2008-01-27T23:22:00.000-08:00

sun 27jan: paiseh didn blog uh. didn had the mood to. was troubling how to find money for my dad. hais. until last last hope i called my mom for it. she said she dun have. n even asked me if it was my dad who ask mi to ask from her. so fk-ed up. quarreled with her. in the end she didn wan to talk to mi den jiu carp phone le. b4 tat i was playing pool n smsing with baby while she was shopping. after tat phone call. all mood was lost n i went home str8. didn even wan to on the com hais. sian de la.

todae. went to sku as normal. but had caning conselling and all the shyt. after caning mr thina talked to us properly n we had to wait b4 could go back class cos my yeo nid to sign our form or wadeva shyt of paper. i sit there till sian liao i went to cantteen jus to buy garlic bread sia. n saw alex. it was his bday. haas happy bday ahh lie. wished him happy bday shaked his hand n mr thina shouted my name from the general office mirror there -,-. i quickly pass the garlic bread to alex n went to mr thina there. wtf sia. he tell mr yeo n mr yeo wanted kicked me out of the sku =,=. they in the end panchan me n said it was the last chance. sian la. more n more prob. every where oso got headache. hm. todae it was our class turn selling ice cream. n i made quite a nice one bahhs. round n big haas. sold to mani ppl. lol sia the bell v loud =x generally todae was about caning conselling selling icecream. n all the usuals liao lo. todae slept in class after recess till 12:30. sibei tired. after waking up baby already had a sad sad face. duno wads happening. hmm. hope she would tell mi bahhs. keeping in the heart will make things worse, but i hope it wun bahhs. worried bout u baby. hmm. i jus dun wan u headache bout my things so didn say anithing earlier on bout my mood n stuff. hope u understand. n whoever tat good any comments bout how i do things jiu come n tell bahhs. be it on9 or face to face. online jiu leave nick bahhs.

SIAN. tc all

baby. although i didn had moods these few days to even come online to blog bahhs. or msn. but after u sent me tat sms i came online n see. i jus read ur post for todae ytd n the past few days. care to share any of ur feelings with me mah? hm. u rather put up on blog but nt even tell mi a single thing when im jus beside u. u said u could feel my love, but ur blog say otherwise bahhs. tell mi how u really feel alrite? u can hide it now but not 4ever. sry todae i could not pei u from the start of sku. i was being hold at general office. till 9+ when e ice cream thing come. there's smth wierd about us now. dun u feel smth inbtween us? hope u realli tell mi all bout ur feelings. i promise u my listening ears.

sorry but i dun realli noe wad u tinking.

i tink u rather tell other ppl or post in blog oso won tell me.

going offline le. bye-

2008-01-26T06:50:00.000-08:00

hmm, todae was not bad luh. cos i was supposed to stay at home todae n rot. but i didn in the end cos my ppappa todae let mi out. heng ar ! (: hm. now den i noe how baby felt when she couldn't go out of the hse. n could onli rot at home. sry tat bcos of this she had to go find a job. n not rot at home. but baby. its not i dun understand u uh. but jus tat im afraid to let u work. im sry. mayb its a phobia. ): hm. todae i cannot post much. cos i can onli use for 5min. baby. when u see this post sms mi ok (: paiseh u online but i didn chat with u. cos my papa wan use le. dun wan say hello n gtg say bye. bu she de nah(:

loves n misses. hugs n kisses (:

2008-01-25T05:14:00.000-08:00

hmm. todaes not bad luh. had no trouble with any teacher. exept getting late. had detention for an hr after sku n nth much happened bahhs. oya. my teo treated me ice-cream TKS! (: but i payed in the end haas. hm.

im in need of $$ .
if anibdy got lobang or wad.
let mi know tks(:

todae after i brought my baby home in cab i went str8 to my ah ma hse. cos my papa didn let mi go out le. i tink the fine's too much le bahhs. alrdy he had some difficulty in cash flow n i still cause this to him. i reached my ah ma hse at 4:30 n watch tv with her till 5:30. n slept from 5:30 to 6pm when my uncle came. smsed with my baby from then lo. HENG AR ! arbo duno wad will happen to her le. hmm. no details paiseh. after that ard 7:30 - 8pm i went home with my papa. den on the way he kip talking to me saying bout money de. like $600 can buy so mani things u noe n so on lo. n like i so geak xim see him like tat. jus bcos of my cig i cos so much prob to him. hais. abit headache bah when it comes to money. fked up sia. if onli (if onli) can happen. hais. if i didn wake up this wouldnt happen. if mr low didn check this wouldnt happen. if mr sim wasnt infront of me this wouldnt happen. if mr bar tiao shut his tiao up this wouldnt happen. if i didn buy cig this wouldnt happen =,= arbo if i wasnt born this wouldnt happen too zz. guess all if onli is realli jus if onli...
hope a light bulb will light up n tell mi wad to do bahhs. arbo i oso duno wad to do le. i tink im realli serious this time of quiting cig. too mani things happen to my father n me ever since this started. from $30 went up to $600. wtf. if i was my father i jus sent myself to boys home n fk care him. although it would brk my heart. but my father didn. almos see him cry wth. arr fine. hope things go well for mi after i made this decision.. sry for those that worried for mi for nth. im trying hard to stay away from problems le. b4 i get out of this sku mr low cfm will get it from me de. pray hard he dun c me outside. arbo the turtle face of him cfm ganna smash CCB. er lol kidding.
baby dun tink im gonna do anithing bad again uh (: mwarks.

oya. sry i left out smth wor. todae smth hapen. could say smth very very very special (: it happened during pe lesson. when me n baby was running tgt. i asked her for stead =P she said no sia ): sad.. but den she was jus kidding. haas. although we didn knew the exact time but. it was. 25jan btween 8:30-9am.(:

BABY ILOVEU(:

2008-01-24T03:20:00.000-08:00

jus bathed finish. feeling abit refreshing now =P

i guess many people noe wads happen to me bahhs. or wanna noe wad happen to me, maybe(: hm. i woke up kinda late todae le. at ard 6:42am. i wan deciding wheather to go sku or not. actually wanted to jus lay on bed n forget bout sku. but i just missed my baby too much =P n i wanted to spend my whole day with her n not slping at home. so i quickly woke up n showered n rush to sku le. not bad le. almost late but wasnt, haas. when i reached parade square baby suddenly came from behind sia, when i was kip woundering where she was when i kept looking infront of my class line. happy to sit with her la ! (:
hmm, den not long after the parade square mr yan suddenly asked my class to stand up sia. den at that time my bag have 5pacak cheong cig. so like fucking worried lo. den beside me got this guy from 4n2. i sibei gan jeong jiu change bag with him le. den little did i noe that dear mr low is beside me looking at wad i done. n he immidiately snatch away the bag. he was about to unzip my bag so i returned the guy his bag n snatch back mine sia. den mr low took his bag n search it. got phone sia. ( which i noe earlier) den he confiscated it. WTF sia. i cause his phone to be confiscated for nth. but he said it was alrite luh. hmm but still guilty sia. i told him when i got the money i will return him de. tks la.

hmm den were all called to a corner of the sku to empty our bags. girls one row boys one roll. n i was like die die die die ! LOL. i have 5pack n a hp sia . =.= i die die oso mus try kip it lo. den when they were starting to search our bags. mr batiar on the left mr yan on the right. i unbutton my shirt n empty my bag. but slow slow de la. cos wanted to hide some in my shirt. 1st i put in my ph. n mr yan was already looking. scary bodok! den i kept another 2. b4 i could workk on the 3rd 4th 5th. mr sim my physic teacher kei pa lan come gei siao search my bag. cb! den i ji tao no time liao lo. by the time he let go my bag. mr yan check my bag le. zzzz. he seasrch my bag n found 3pack sia OMG. too late to regret. sian. actually got so many chance to kip it de. but mr low n mr sim ruin it liao la. den i tot this day couldn't get worse le. but i was wrong=.=

i was brought to the general office to wait for the things to proceed on eh. b4 anithing happened. mr thina told me n safi. sure will ganna caning. more den 1pack jiu shi 3stroke. wtf. cfm he talking bout me liao lo CB. den after tat when we were signing hsa n offence slip. mr thina jus wanted to send our names to hsa n thats it. but mr batiar kei pa lan go tell mr thina repeatedly that our cig was contraband ! CB sia. den mr thina call custom. knn lo. so suay sia. =.= after that me n safi plan to steal back our cig sia. hahhas. but plan failed. cos mr thina guard it very closely sia =.= den suddenly smth happen. our good pe teacher mr low had a student in his class which fainted outside the sku gate. n mr thina act hero run n bring her in LOL. after that mr low took plastic bag for her. she was like nid air so much lo. n all mr low could do was take more n more plastic bag. zzz. 1st 10min 1 plastic bag. 20min another. n so on lo. thats all he could do. n in the end when the police came n handcuff me away. i heard from bert mr low finally called the ambulane. stupid stubborn teacher sia. knn. one day sure die in sku.

after everything n left sku. i was at amk hq with safi. the sir there sibei guai lan. stand not still he oso wan kp. everysmall thing he oso kp. macham he was paid n born to kp. when me n safi entered the lockup. got ab0ut 7-8bangarla sia. safi say he heard from one of the sirs that they were there under rioting LOL. cool ar. haas. but when we entered. the smell was too overbearing. they stiink man ! in there i made quite alot of friend er. got 2small boys ganna caught glue sniffing. one bugis siao de the other i tink is ang de. still got this big big size guy taller den hisham de. when he come in i tot wad case he ganna. when i asked him, he softly replied say molesting =,= but in the ends we all made friends ar. he shared with us his molesting incidents too LOL =P there was also this guy from jakarta 50yrs old le. we asked him wad his offence he say he did nth. n when we all were eating he came in. we chat awhile n asked him. he ate le mah? he say hvn sia. lols. den we asked him how come the officer nv give him. den he say cfm they will give de. cos they scared him LOL ! n not long b4 he said that. the mdm took a pack of rice n bandong for him. we were like WTF haas. we were all laughing n giggling inside uh. but deep inside i couldn't stop tinking bout my baby. n wad was the time. i wanted rush back find my baby n bring her to cca de. but when i came out of the hq. it was already 3.35pm zz ): me safi n his mother went the same way cos i duno how to go back hougang. safi mom lead the way. in the end we took the wrong bus direction LOL =.= tks ar. hahhs. hm we took the wrong way n went to yck station. they told me to follow them n take 70 or 76. den change bus to serangoon sec jiu can le. i jiu okok lo. but in the end there was 72 so the asked me take. cos 72 can go hougang. i tink when i left safi mom sure scold him hard haas. i fell aslp in bus n took all the way to tampinese =.= zz. hm from there i took bus 3 to rush back to punggol. cos it was already 4.35. hmm luckily when i change bus to 62 i saw wingyan on the bus n immidiatly called my babby n told her to wait for me. so todae wasnt so lucky after all :X hmm the rest jiu shi small details with me n my baby le.(: long story eh. i type oso hand tired le hahhas.

hm. baby. mayb im jus trying to cover up my negative feelings bahh. im much more worried bout things thats happening den u. i jus couldn't show it. u were already so quiet beside me. i jus had to ppretend to b happy n free. hm i duno when will i recieve the letter from hsa that mr thina sent todae. n duno at that time will they suggest i go boys home not. cos my offence for smoking is way too mani times le. hmm. cheer up alrite. tmw is our date. let me see ur smile baby. (:
u say my blog post always so short. i tink todae is smth diff le hahas.

2008-01-22T17:36:00.000-08:00

yo! lol.

now at d&t sia.

jus finish pasting my homework. haas.

den come here post blog(:

miss my baby sia.

think she at f&n cooking

arbo jiu shi do those boring things lo.

hahas.

CB sia. jus now almos ganna caught cig.

i now got 5pack sia. if ganna caughtjiu shi $1000 =.=

scary bodok! hahas.

i ganna smokerliser. i bloow bloow bloow 0.

den mr yann LL . LOLS.

zi wei bloow one time jiu jump to 7 sia.

but he heng la. mr yan let him off.

i tink sean ganna all. LOLS.

chat later (:

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sia0 eh ! now 9:50 le sia.

so late reach home todae.

just came back not long from cp.

ate kfc there hhaas. lol the counter staff think she cute sia.

cos kfc dun give chilli pakkage le. they onli give a container.

u suppose to help ur self at the chilli booth.

den she ask mi wan tomato or chilli.

i ans chilli. in the end she oso give mi the same container.

like so wtf lo. ask no ask like no diff sia =.=

after eating i jiu went up to get chocalate for my gal. haas.

den jiu go back home le.

stella ! stfu! (: CB! haas

miss my baby sia.

how ur stomach le nehhs ?

hope ur feeling beta(:

i tink i post finish u oso haven fiish eating ur dry soup noodle liao.

hahahhas. =P

2008-01-22T07:07:00.000-08:00

jus came home sia.

jus now went fren hse took cig.

sia la ! $75 sia ~

haas. hope i earn more eh =P

sam ar.

paiseh uh. i duno how to link(:

1st time using blog sia.

still learning how to.

heys dun di siao after i say tat =P

mike&xj.

the thing over le.

tricia alrdy apologise.

n i didn purposely help her cos i like her.

n if apologies dun accept den do wad u all wan do.

but dun come say say la.

suan siao or wad oso cant change anithing.

thing over. alrdy apologise le.

n i didn make xj sad ?

i alrdy told her on the ph tat day.

i will call n ask wad happen.

although tricia is my stead to be but i didn help her.

xj oso my ex. im not tat fking bias.(:

tks ar. mike hope this dun affect our bro relationship.

not saying zar bor not important.

but still mus b fair la.

i noe u jus wanna see xj happy.

no harm done(:

takecare.

nows baby turn liao(:

sorry although u going b my stead n i didn realli side u.):

hope u didn feel sad bout it.

n whoever the ( .. ) is.

i dun think he or she is happy saying tat bahhs.

haas.

[that person perposely make u angry de]

if u angry u jiu shi bendan le lo =P

sorry always make u worry bout me le.

but jus wanna earn some cheekcheng$$

den can bring u out kai kai mahs.

dun angry ok (:

cheer up hairy.

its not worth it getting angry(:

2008-01-21T23:37:00.000-08:00

im being force to do this ,

although i won scissors paper stone.

somebody beside me still force mi to blog =.=

CB!

stella make me paiseh today

CB!ehh stella.PAIKIA HOR !

I MISS THE HAIR BESIDE ME(:

now is 5;58 le.

i bout to leave my house le.

bring baby home den come back pungg0l haas.

later got to get cig. for tmw sale =P

takecare n tks all for tag.

rmb to link mi ok?

miss my baby.

haas.

mwarks !

GTG(:

monday

2008-01-21T05:28:00.000-08:00

hope,

after todae.and whatever that has happened.

would change and wake you up.

i dun wanna lose the good girl that i have now.

baby,

dun be sorry.

i jus wan you to change.

but not wan you to b sorry(:

mwarks

iloveyou(:

2008-01-21T02:49:00.000-08:00

fk this profile n everything that happen todae ok.
why things end like this.

regrets = useless

thanks baby helping with my blog :D